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2008-12-14T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hi..... have not been updating my blog...hahaha
I was kind of lazy to do so...
Last week was my term test week, hope that i can score well in the tests. Went out with friends after my last paper. We went to cineleisure for lunch and follow by a movie " Sex drive ". The movie was quite nice and funny.... After movie went to take neoprint.... It was the first time i took neoprint with them....It was quite funny.... we didnt thought of wat pose b4 we took the photos, so it was quite messy in there. Eileen then went to meet her bf. Rain, nancy, wei qi and I went to shop for Eileen's present. Actually thought of buying the whole sets of twlight books for her but we cant make up our mind. As rain reminded us that she likes comics too. So we went to the comics section but they do not have the whole set of the comics. After spending 1 hr plus in kinokuniya, we decided to buy other stuff for her.... Then we went for our dinner.... overall I really enjoyed myself.....

I bought a new phone last week. Sony ericsson G705. As my old phone was really too old that I cant even switch it on. So I sent it for repair and it turns out that the motherboard is damaged and if i replace it, that will cost me $200 plus. I think its not worth it as the phone was already 2 years old. Therefore I decided to change a new phone. Although its camera is just 3.2mp but it the photo is quite clear.

Will be going for the ncc sea gathering on the 20 & 21 dec...I think i will enjoy myself there....
will update again....hahaha

2008-09-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

Now having a one month holiday...... Just came back from class chalet today.....overall quite fun.... Playing board games, majong and watching dvds together. Went to NCC Dinner at Orchid country club on 9th Sept. I met xin Ren and fen nie at her hse then Jing kai came to pick us up. When we reach the club, most of the cadet officers are already there. As it was my first time wearing a dress, I am so shy that I don dare to walk over. But somehow I still walked over.
Then soon after, we started our duty as ushers. I was suppose to usher Dr Beng, there were always so many people around him and I find it a hard time to do duty. When the dinner started, we went back to our respective table. Chin woo, Irwin and I shared tables with four other teacher officers. Went out of the ballroom half way through the dinner to take photos with Mrs Koh (ex css officer & form teacher in sec sch). She is a wonderful teacher and officer to work with. Mrs Koh went off after taking photos as she need to go home to take care of her baby girl. We then went back to the ballroom. I sat in between Chin woo and Irwin, they serve me the food. Hahahah so honoured. When the dinner end, we stay back and took lots of photos..... hahaha It was a wonerful night. Then we went to Jalan Kayu for supper, some of us went home and some went to woodlands to continue with "second round". Hahaha .... that will be all for today...

2008-08-03T05:56:00.001-07:00

This few days have been spending alot of money. Fri met up with fen nie, Clarence and Faizal to shop for Mrs Koh's baby. Went to city hall to look for Fen nie then head to Marina Square.We decided to look around for any suitable gifts for the baby girl. Then Clarence came, he went to sign up for the new online game. The games there are like for small kids....so funny hahaha...Then Faizal joined us, went sun tech to look around but still decided to go back to Marina Square to buy the gift. Then went to sake sushi to grab a bite before meeting piggy at newton circle for supper. That "grab a bite" cost us about $15 each. So expensive right.....hahah
Reached newton circle around 10.30pm, then have our supper. At first quite confused, as we do not know where to sit, long story..... hahaha The worst part was when we were trying to get a cab to go home. No cab wants to stop for us as it was near midnight and city area. Piggy and I were crusing and swearing at those bloody cab driver. Stupid idot, cheapo. But finally 1 kind taxi stopped and picked us up. Reached home around 12.05am, nagged by parents as it was the 1st day of the "7th month".

Went to Mrs Koh's house yesterday. Her baby girl is so cute..... We tried to take turns to carry her but seems that only Fen nie could managed to carry the baby without her crying. The baby has also a nice name, hope she would be as happy just like her chinese name. I think when she grow up, she would be a student who will excel in both studies and sports since both of her parents are teacher. left Mrs Koh's house around 4pm and went to plaza sing. for our dinner(Manhatten fish market)Spend around $30 on that meal.... We ordered a fish & chip each and also a seafood platter for 2. Then went to arcade to play basketball and a new game(i don know wats the name) but its quite fun. Then we went to starbucks for a drink.

That will be all for today....

2008-07-08T01:39:00.000-07:00

Its has been months since I last updated my blog.....
Have been busy with school work and NCC. After so many lessons of driving, I finally pass my class 3 driving traffic police test on the 19th June 08. Today I jus received my class 3 licence.... hahahaha
Many people around me are getting their bike licence soon or they have alreday got their licence. I am so JEALOUS..... How I wish I could get a class 2B Bike licence...... Its ok.... I will try to convince my parents at a later date.....
Thats all for my post......

2008-04-22T08:41:00.000-07:00

It has been months since I last updated my blog. Friends keep asking me to update it, so here I am...... ahahahaha

Have finally finished my 9 weeks attachment at Gemini Marine. Have been doing admin work, it kind of bored me to death as I am not one who could sit infront of the computer for 9 hrs. If I am, I would not have choosen my current course Marine Engineering. Just before sch starts, I went for a dragon boat helmsman course. Its quite fun but tiring as I have not been exercising for a long long time. hahahah..... Sch have started for 1 wk and will have to wake up early everyday as lesson starts at 8am everyday. I think I would get use to it when time pass. When for NCC Mini kayaking expedition last wkend. Quite tiring even though I was not kayaking, do not have a good slep for the wkend. Nth much to comment about the event. Went kayaking last wed at kallang, had a expedition to the "ferry wheel" and took some photos but I have yet to get it. hahahah then went back to kstc tried to learn row but unfortunately I lost my sunglass. I didnt take it to heart....Its ok ...hahahaha...... will be going for more courses in the up coming wkends... so wait for more updates(if I am not lazy!!!) hahahahaha.......

2008-02-19T05:10:00.000-08:00

Wow it has been so long since I last update my blog...... Hahahaha........Actually I was quite lazy lah......

I have started my attachment last week at sembawang North Link building. I was quite bored for the first few days as there were nth for me to do. But still I got to go out to marina for a fast rescue boat sea trial. I got a chance to drive her, wow so cool, first time drive a 100+ horse power boat...... hahahaha...... But compared to some of my friends, my attachment is rather boring. They got more hands on experience while I just follow the mechanics and see how he work. He is quite friendly unlike my supervisior, don talk de. So I don't know how to ask him question. Went onboard a 1 million sail boat yesterday, so beautiful and big. I wonder when can I own a boat of my own........ hahaha..... That will be all for now!!!!

2007-09-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

I have not update the blog for weeks. So ya, here I am. The school new semester is going to start next Monday. I have been relaxing at home for the past one month. To be more detail, I went for kayaking three star course on the first day of the holiday. It surppose to be a four day course but I turn up for only three days. Due to the harsh weather the past few days, I came down with a fever. It keeps on raining, during lunch time we were all wet and walked to beach road. I was shivering, have to get something real hot to eat. The heavy rain did not stop or show any sign of it getting lighter even after our lunch. So we waited, in order not to waste too much time, we went back to the beach in the rain.

Third day of the course, we went for a expedition to the merlion. It was the first time I kayak all the way out to esplanade. It was kind of a new experience for me or for some of us. I did not go for the last day of the course, i got a fever. Ya, I think I am weak.......

I am glad that i recover fast, as I am able to meet my friends and teacher on TEACHERS' DAY. We met her at clarke quay "The Minds cafe". It is a good place for gathering and games. We all had a great time and enjoyed ourselves.

Then the following week, I was busy with sea competition and senior spec course. I was king of disappointed as my unit did not do well this year. is it that we did not train the cadets well or theres other reasons? I am still trying to figure it out. I saw the standards of the cadets from diff districts. I can say that some are better then the sea cadets, while some cant even sedia properly and yet the passed the course. Sometimes I really don like the way HQ or some district works. How can a senior spec who cant even sedia to teach the other cadets ? What would the cadets think and how will they look at the "senior spec"? He cant set a basic standards and how can the other cadets learn from him? Well, no matter what, it will not be my problem anymore.

Got back my results for this semester, I did not do well. So ya, I think I better drop the idea of going to BDC and should concentrate on my studies. That will be all for now.

To all my friends: Take care and stay happy!!!

2007-08-24T10:16:00.000-07:00

Finally my exams are over...... Noticed that I have not blogged for 2 months. wow that was long.... Hope that I will pass all my modules cos I think that my gpa confirm will drop de. Having my 1 month holiday now.

Will be going for three star course this coming mon, hope that I will be able to learn all the strokes that I should learn. Hopefully after three star course, I will be able to go for level 1 kayaking coaching. Then will be able to earn some money le. haha..... Now trying to convince my parents to let ,e get a bike licence. I don mind working as long as I would be able to get a bike of my own and that I can ride on. Hope my dreams will come true!!!!!

2007-06-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

Sian............ School reopens tmr. I an scared of getting back my test papers. This time round, I don have confident in the test. It is not that I never study but there are too many things to remember and study. It seems that however hard I tried, nothing gets into my brain. Theres nothing I can do now, its over. I might be getting back the papers tmr, so I just have to face the fact.

Went out today for the CLT gathering. Its like a big group of CLTs going out together. They are Jing Kai, Jin Chuan, Xin Ren, Eugene, Fen Nie, Clarence, Chin Woo, Johnathan, Irwin, Shu Man, Darren, Jayson and me. We met at PS at 1pm. We took a long time to decide what movie to watch as we were all busy playing in the arcade. After buying tickets, we went for lunch at long john. While waiting for time to pass, we went to the arcade again, this time is a different one. Then we want back to PS for movie, I was the first person walking up the steps to the cinema, the auntie there asked me " Have you reach 16 years old yet ?" I was like so wat the hell lah. I am already 18 and she still asked me if I am 16 yet. Hai.... I have nothing to say. But after all we enjoyed ourselves today. I am looking forward to the next gathering. Should thanks our Exco Chairman, Jing Kai, for organising this trip, THANK YOU.

2007-06-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

2 weeks of school holiday going to end soon...... ya real soon..... Have been busy with NCC stuff during the holidays. A total of 1 week of camp. First day of holiday, booked in for AKE at SSTC and it ends only on thurs. Actually the journey for the expedition was quite boring. Nothing much happened except for some STUPID officer. I happened to be so "LUCKY" to be on one of the officer boat. The journey with him around is totally UNBEARABLE. He always over ride the IC instructions, which made people to hate him alot. His attitude is like "I hold a higher rank than all of you, so I have the final say." Who can tolerate this man...... if you want people to respect you, first you have to respect the rest. This is the basic principle of life. There were too many people wanted to be on the boat, so CLTs have to take turns. Last day was the worst, as the cadets were very tired, they were all stuck at the sea outside changi naval base. The sea there are very chopy. As the boat was going at a very slow speed, we almost fell asleep on the boat. Many cadets reported sick on the way to the lunch point. Some cadets got sea sick because of the waves.

After AKE, I rested for 2 days, then sun night have to book in for spec course. Chin woo and I were the OC of the Alpha and Bravo company. I think that I am not suitable to be a OC. As Xin ren has been helping me to do alot of shouting and scolding. He knows how to bring up the morale and encourage the cadets. If he were the OC, Alpha company will perform much better. He could set a higher standards and lead the cadets well. As requested by chin woo, so I have to say this. " Chin Woo can also lead and encourage the cadets well, so Bravo company is lucky to be led by him." Hahaha just kidding ar. I think that I have fail in being a OC. I think I will have to learn more from xin ren and Jin Chuan (Super Mario, the RSM who wants 2IC to bring him mushroom.)

After all this camps, I realise that I have not revise my work during this holidays. So I have to work harder for this coming school term. No more slacking around( I hope so...)

2007-06-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Finally the term tests are over!!!!!! But I don think I will do well for the tests.....
Actually nothing much to write......cos someone say I lazy never update..... so ya here I am. Hahaha......
Today is the last paper of my term test, I will have 2 weeks of holiday but there are so many program during the holiday. Mon will be going for AKE till thurs, then the following sun have to book in camp for spec course till tue. Hai...... so sian..... there goes my holiday man......
still thinking of how should I enjoy my 2 weeks holiday but I think I should spend more time sleeping.....Hahahha......thats the best thing to do!!! Thats all for now......

2007-05-06T08:57:00.000-07:00

Hai..... School reopen for about 1 month le. I am still blur and slack......
The leacturer is teaching so fast. During lab session is so damm stress. The question he ask is so difficult and demanding. I think I am not going to score well for this semester le.

But whatever it is.... I am not going to give up. I will try harder..... Fri when I wore the navy t shirt to sch, the lecturer asked if I am in the navy. I told him I am considering about it. He said that must faster join cos I will then get more money. When I told him I wanted to join as an officer, he said me this question " What makes you think that you can be an officer? " He said that will be the first question that they will ask during the interview. I told him I not sure. I did not tell him that I am in the NCC. At that time, I was not really thinking about the question he asked. As he was standing in front of us, we were so stressed up. We all think that he is kind of weirdo. He can talk to you nicely and laughing with you, suddenly he could shout and you and all the beautiful words started to come out of his mouth. He is so scary. He has very high expectation during the lab session. He wants us to learn something new in every lab session. If we could not finished the experiment on time, he would stay back with us till we complete it. After the first lab session, I think that most of us do really scared of him. We must not be late for his lab cos he actually locked up the door and don't allow the late comers to attend his lab session.

2007-04-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

Thank You !!!!! I had a wonderful and enjoyable 18th birthday.
All this should thanks my dearest Friends. They bring laughter to me......

Suppose to meet piggy at 5.20 at sembawang mrt station, as usual she is late. So I waited for her at the station.
We suppose to meet 5.30 at causeway point, but many people are late so its ok. Then piggy and I went to sports link to help her mum buy shoe. The sales person took so long to get the shoe. So in the end, piggy and I was the last to reach pizza hut.

So we ordered pizza, after all the pizza, soup and drumlet, they brought out the cake. Wow..... actually I was quite malu, cos they just sang the birthday song while the waitress bring out the cake. There was like so many people. Hahaha.... but it ok quite fun and weird? They got me a big slice of cake which I cant finished it. So we ended up playing with the cream. Throwing the cream cake at each other. The first to get it is Eugene, then Xin Ren then chin woo. Lastly before we leave, I threw a big piece of cake at Clarence, but too bad only kana his shirt.

It was so fun. I enjoyed myself during the dinner. Hahaha.... Thanks !!!!! ( Fanny, Peggy, Piggy, Satan(nabihah), Duck(Clarence), Eugene(XMM,DMM), Sotong(chin Woo), Porky(Faizal), Garfield(Jing Kai), Dog(Aaron), Kenny and Almond pig(Xin Ren). Thank Daven for the present and Yi Zhou for having dinner and present with me on tue. Ya I think that should be all...... Oh ya !!!! To PIZZA HUT:Sorry for making a mess at the place...... hahaha

2007-04-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hai..... So Tiring................. Just came back from AKE mini Expedition.
So stupid report at SSTC and then have to walk all the way out to sembawang camp to sleep. The floor in the hall is so dam dirty. If they wants the CLTs to sleep in the camp also, do tell us earlier!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!

First night I was sleeping at SSTC so it is still ok as we can still sweep the floor in the office. There were a lot of mosquito, and of course i got the most mosquito bite. Then wake up at 5.15 in the morning. Had a hot water bath...... So refreshing........ Then waited for the breakfast, then the boat crew went to the marina to check on the boats. Then the cadets kayak to parsir ris.

Then at night, officer in charge said that all have to sleep in the camp. The rest went in with the cadets first. Boat crew have to top up the fuel. So after topping up the fuel, we went for our dinner and shower. Then we took the ncc mini van into the camp.

We have to sleep in the hall, and it is SO DIRTY. So I have to sleep on the dusty floor as i did not bring sleeping bag. I did not really sleep even though all of us were very tired. The dusty floor made my body to feel so itchy and there are many mosquito there also. Then woke up at 4.30.
Did not bath in the morning as the shower room is so far. So was feeling so sleepy and I also fall asleep on the boat. When going back to sstc from parsir ris in the afternoon, got so many conflicts. The instruction given is so confused.Hai...... so in the end have a long AAR...... I am so tired...... till this morning I had a very bad headache that I could not wake up to go to school..... HAi....... SO WEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

Went K box today with Fen nie, Jing Kai, Eugene, Chin woo, Faizal and Clarence. Met them at Khatib then took a train down to city hall. We went to the K box at Marina Square. Then we started our "singing marathon". We started our session at 2.30pm and end at 7pm. At first we thought that it was so long..... and we were still thinking of going off early. But as we sang...... time flies. It was already 6pm when we notice that we still have many songs in the waiting list.

We were so crazy...... Keep laughing and screaming..... I think that those people the walk pass our room must be thinking that we were a bunch of carzy people. Some that walk pass event close their ear and walk away. But I think that it is very rude cos if we can sing very well, we would not have gone to the k box but the recording studio and take part in competition. Today is the first time I heard Faizal singing Malay song...... so funny !!! Hey no offence..... Just that not use to him singing malay song. Then after the K box, we went to Carls junior for our lunch cum dinner. Faizal went along with us but he did not eat. After eating, Clarence finished his drinks, so Faizal pour some salt into the cup. Clarence still wanted to refill. so we say its ok. Jing Kai went to refill the cup with coke and lemon tea then we added more salt. So you can imagine how bad the taste of the drink was. We have finished 1 bottle of salt there. If anyone who drink the cup of water will sure get kidney failure. Yup.... thats all for today.....

2007-04-01T09:04:00.000-07:00

Wah I have not updated my blog for so long.... Haha quite lazy to do so........
After the AKE prep training on sat, chin woo and I went to sembawang mrt to meet Piggy, peggy and porky. We took a bus from yishun to queensway. Piggy wanted to buy her shoe there. Then xin ren meet us there.

After walking to so many shops, piggy bought a nike shoe. Then walked to the hawker center to have dinner..... Its abit rush as we are watching movie at grand cathay. Actually wanted to take a bus there, we are going to be late for the movie. So decided to take a cab there. After all we are not late. The movie "mr bean" is quite funny...... ya I think thats all..... BYE

2007-02-21T09:44:00.000-08:00

I knew that I should not be writing all this now...... but this is the only place where I can voice out all that I feel without being interupt by anyone. So you all can just treat this as rubbish or treat it that youhave not read this before.

When people are all talking about you, I don really feel good. I seriously don like this feeling. Like what some of you say, this feeling will slowly fade off. I will try to control my feelings and expression whenever I see you guys. Some say it is jaut a matter of time to face this problem ever since the day or moment that I have made this decision. I am nt good at my words, so I will feel it difficult to talk to someone face to face...... So forget about it.

How I wish that I do not know about it. So that I would not be in this state now...... but who to blame???? Thats myself....... Some of you might think that I am just jealous of them........ but no.... I really feel sad and hurt..... I do not have this feeling before..... so for this moment just try not to ask me about this ok??? I will control and not show this feeling to you guys...... I think that you guys might just need to give me some time to calm down and try to get things over..... So for the mean time you guys might just have to tolerate some of my nosense..... So just pardon me.....

2007-02-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

Have not been updating my blog..... I was kind of lazy.... hahah tats me..... a lazy pig......
Oh ya almost forgot about it.....
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!
This chinese new year have been quite boring for me...... First day of new year I stayed at home the whole day. My aunt came and visit us..... but it was kind of boring cos the adults just keep talking among themselves. As I have not see my cousins for a long time so I do not know what to say. So in the end we end up sitting on the sofa and watching tv.

Second day. I went to my god ma house. Again I spend the whole day there watching tv .........
Then today is the third day....... Peggy, Clarence, Chin woo and Yi zhou come to my house today. We were watching tv and playing cards at the same time. Should say that we gamble and watch tv at the same time...... I have not gamble for a long time and I don like that ...... but nvm lah..... as long as all of us are happy .......

Then we went to Marina square for a movie-Norbit. It was so funny and disgusting...... but before that we went to carls junior for our dinner...... It is the first time that peggy eats this..... We even took a photo of all our burger..... They were all so huge......
After the movie, we walked back to the mrt station. something happened....... I was not very happy about it...... I should knew that this would happen since the day that I came to make this decision...... but I just cant control it....... Sorry

i think that tmr is going to a fun day..... Going to Peggy 's house then to clarence one. Hahaha should be enjoying myself........... Was looking forward to sat as will be able to drive the boat with my liscene and will aslo be going to Mrs koh house for gathering........

2007-02-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!!! EXAMS ARE OVER...........
Its time to enjoy......
It has been such a long time that I have not update my blog.... Have been preparing for my exams. Hope that I could do well in the exams.

Actually got nothing to write leh............. But there is something that I want to say.............. I finally got my FIRST LICENCE in my life...... That is the POWER PLEASURE CRAFT DRIVING LICENCE (PPCDL). It took me a long time to get this and have spend a few hundred dollars for this. I think it is quite worth it. I think that all the things around me have been changing. hope that it is going to be a good one. But I am wrong.... its not........ some might be good but some are bad....... I do not want this to happen .........

2007-01-01T09:38:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year To Everyone!!!!!! Wow!!! A new year has just started..... Time Flies man......

Just came back from chalet on 31 dec 2006. Really have fun for the past few days.... spending times with my dearest friends( Peggy, Yi zhou, Fanny, Kenny, Clarence, Xin Ren, Faizal and chin woo )...... we went cycling, bbq, playing cards and twister.... Hahaha.... theres time that we really got twisted up..... so funny..... I am really very happy..... Hope that we will always remain that close FOREVER!!!!! Actually thought that I will not be talking much to him after all this that had happened, I am wrong......
we were still like how we used to be as friend... still as close as before..... I know that it is a good thing as we do not have a barrel between us. I think that it is becos of the pressure I used to have.... but now I do not have to worry about it anymore...... You seems so busy during the chalet.... looks like you have found someone better ??? Btw know that u are leaving for mission again..... take care and may god bless you...... always remember that you are not alone.... you still have friends that care alot for you.....

Ya hope that all my friends have a better life and luck this year.......
My dear friends ( Clarence, Chin Woo, Faizal, Fanny, Guan Ting, Kenny, Pei Qin, Xin Ren, Yi Zhou ).... Pls remember that our friendship will always stay strong forever !!!!!! NO ONE ARE TO LEAVE ANYONE BEHIND..... NO ONE WILL LEAVE THIS GROUP!!!!!!

2006-12-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

I seriously had enough of all this crap and nosense that you guys have given. Why cant we just stay together happily, enjoy ourselves together happily?????? Don you find it tiring to keep on thinking of all this "problems" which have never exists. I am really very tired..... Could you not make things complicated ???? This has never come across our mind before.When have you guys become so sensitive????

Sometimes I feel that you guys are really childish loh..... Is like wat primary sch kids playing " I friend u then the next moment... I don want to friend u le...." Come on lah we are already youth or young adults le loh.... And that it looks like we all are floating apart..... Did you guys notice that ???? we are no longer as close as before le.... There are like always a barrier between us.... I also don know why.... don ask me... I just feel it this way.

I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT WE CAN GET BACK TO WAT WE USED TO BE IN SEC SCH...... CAN THIS COME TRUE ?????

PLEASE............................................................................

2006-12-02T07:23:00.000-08:00

Wow.... I have not blogged for one month plus le.... Time flies man.... haven been busy with my common test and the PPCDL theory test. Finally the test is over... but I am not really satisfied with my result.... especially my ECCT only got a B. Hai..... Should really study harder le.

Yesterday hve just taken my PPCDL theory test.... out of my surprise I actually PASS..... Hahaha I was so happy... but it is just a border line pass but better then nothing right.... Thought of taking my practical test leh..... cos the rest will only be taking the retest next year.... still must wait so long.... ai yo.... There are so many things to be done but I cant really focus on all the things.... or I should rather said that I cant commit to so many things at a time.... Have been thinking through many unsolved questions...... but still not having any answer to them yet.... sometimes I do feel that I am really useless... I don know why......

Many things have happened in the past few months.... or should I say nothing really happened.... I think I sound abit of contradicting about wat I said..... I really don know wat to do or in fact should I even do anything about it..... I am getting restless about this... I really am..... I have always been asking myself this " Should all this have ever started in the first place? " I am really tired..... It should not even end just like this...... it will not be fair..... but wat can I do????
I feel that we are drifting further and further away from each other.... can it be help???? I don know..... some of the things that you asked me, I really don knw how to answer... I tried to search for it... but things did not really went smoothly. In fact it got worse...... I think you would have notice that I have been avoiding you..... sometimes I don mean it but there are times that I really am.....For now I do not know wat I can do but I am really SORRY....... Hope that you will understand how I feel.......

2006-10-20T11:10:00.000-07:00

Just came back from the sea sortie.....
The ship that we have board was the RSS PERSISTENCE. It is a Landing Ship Tank, which is the largest ship the singapore navy have. Wow! its really huge, it is 141m long, imagine walking up and down the ship. Its so cool.

Haha.... They XO of the ship had planned the timetable for us. He gave us an opportunity to do watch keeping on the bridge and also the engine room. The ship is all air conditioned except the engine room lah. Get to learn many things from the navy personel on the LST, most of them are vey friendly. In the engine, I even met my senior, he is also from SP marine engineering course. He is now a 2SG. But there is only 1 female in the engine room. Hai..... so few female on the LST.

I really enjoyed the trip on board LST. Even though I did not went to the Super star virgo trip, I can also go to the engine room and I get to know more about the navy. The engine room on the LST is totally different from the sp simulator and comercial ship. It is more complicated. Haha.... 1 week never go to school le, cos mon to wed lesson cancelled due to the star virgo trip. Then wed and thurs was on the LST, came home late on thurs night and too tired, so did not go to sch on fri. Wah next week sure die le.... got many things to catch up hai.......

2006-10-06T11:09:00.000-07:00

Wah..... today damm slack loh.......
Lesson start at 8am and end at 10am..... then have a 1 hr lesson at 3pm. So between the 5 hrs break, i met clarence, faizal and yi zhou for a movie. Actually have already decided where to watch and the timimg but last min theres a change of plan...... Cos the time that I checked was the wrong one. So ending up watching at Jurong point. And we watched STAY ALIVE, to me it was not scary in fact I found it a bit boring as I almost fell asleep during certain part of the movie. I hate those LITTLE GALS sitting behind us loh....... They were damm nosy throughout the whole movie...... They keep on talking non stop or screaming........ They MUST BE CRAZY man or ATTENTION SEEKER!!!!!!!!! BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!! SPOILT MY MOOD...............

Then half way though the movie, my classmate sms me and said that the 3pm lesson cancelled. So I was thinking that if we knew it earlier, we could have watch the movie WORLD TRADE CENTER. After the movie, we went to buy the presents for our buddies but only managed to bought 1 of it only. Then we have even thought of watching the world trade center after our late lunch. But the ticket was too expensive le so decided to watch it next week.

2006-09-29T10:02:00.000-07:00

Ha ha..... today whole day stay at home..... no need to go to school. Cos leacturer cancelled the tutorial lesson. All of us wanted to change the timing of the lesson as we have a practical in the morning then we have to wait for 5 hours, for the 1 hour tutorial. we think that it is a waste of time. So lecturer promise us that he will try to put the lesson on the other day, as that will have to depend on his time table. Hope that he will bring us good news on the next lesson.
Peggy and Yi zhou came to my house today. Actually peggy suggested to eat at pasta mania, then yi shou said that its to expensive le. So he suggested to come to my house and he will cook the pasta for us. He came around 5pm to prepare the food while peggy came straight after her work. Ha ha..... peggy alighted at the wrong bus stop and have to walk a longer route. We spent hours preparing the food. I think that his cooking was pretty good but he said that the pasta was not that good today, cos of the gravy. Peggy said that next time will be her turn to cook her own style of pasta. Wow..... I am looking forward to it.... I think that it would be delicious. So next time die die must try it... haha........

2006-09-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

Hai.... So sian ....
Sch starting tmr le.... Need to wake up early in the morning le.
i don really like semester 2 time table, cos everyday lesson start at 8 or latest 9.
I think that mon and thurs are the worst. Lesson start at 8 and end at 5, one whole day of lesson will die man!!!!!!
Fri lesson plan is very stupid loh!!!!! lesson from 8 to 10 then break till 3pm.....Must wait for 5 hours just for a 1 hour tutorial...... Hope can change the time slot, else i will not be able to go back for sch training le.
Today went to watch movie at J8, wah.... abit crazy right???? 2 movie in a week. Did not really talk alot today when i go out. I still have not sort out my thinking yet...... yizhou told me to make use of the 2 weeks to think over the matter. my buddies gave me advice.... i don know who to listen to.... piggy, peggy or yizhou????? I don know.... so i think i really have to think really hard to have a solution....

2006-09-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

Problems not settled yet..... but nvm life still have to go on........
Wed just went boating with some of my buddies and major lee. Major Lee bought us to the kalong near pasir ris beach. It was the first time I went to the kalong and have seafood there. The seafood were really very fresh and sweet. He taught us the how to berth the boat. He gave us the chance to practice. It was really a wonderful trip. I think that we should thank Major Lee for organising this trip.
Today went to have lunch with a few officers at far east plaza. We ate japanese food there. Then I went to watch movie with xin ren and clarence at cathay house. We watch ' john tucker must die ' it was a very funny movie. All the people there were laughing very loudly. I really enjoyed the show.

2006-09-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hai........
I had started to feel that did I made the right decision or not. There are many things that others are doing but I did not. Or can I say that I am not ready or not up to it. What should I do ? I do not even know what is happening about him, I think that I don understand him at all. I don know what he is thinking. Should I do something about it ? I don know...... He don tell me anything.... I don even know that he is sick..... until someone told me about it. I seriously think that this is going to be a big problem..... and I don know what to do. Sometimes I find it hard to talk to him, I don know what to talk about....
Sometimes I might even feel stress when going out together.... i don know why...... I think that this should not be it but it just happen........
Hai...... I don know wat to say le...... can anyone tell me wat should I do ? (To continue or wat ?)
SERIOUSLY I REALLY DON KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-11T09:57:00.000-07:00

Today went to watch movie with my buddies...... But before that I went to have lunch with yi zhou and kenny. Then, we took the train to woodlands and met "white duck", "porky" and "dog" at the cinema. It seems that we should be watching the same movie but actually we watch 2 different show. "little man" and "the host". Clarence, yi zhou, kenny and I watch "little man. It is quite a funny movie. The show ends around 5 plus, while waiting for aaron and faizal to finish watching the movie, we went to timezone and play. After our dinner, we went to take pic and went home after that.
Hai........ I am very nervous and scared
I am going to get my semester exam results tmr. I hope that I could pass and don have to repeat any module. If I have to repeat any module, it means that I will have to take three and a half year to complete my diploma, as SP do not have any sub paper.

2006-09-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Wow!!!! Finally the annual sea competition is over !!!!!
Now that I can stop worrying about their performance in the competition. Last saturday, I book out fron the SP LTC and went for the last sea trg of the unit just before the sea com. During the trg, Mdm wong walked towards me with a loud haler & asked whether I need it to scold the cadets or not. Before she walked away, she asked me about the performance of the cadets and do I have any confident of the cadet winning. I told her tat although there are slight improvement in their skills, I still do not have confident of them to win in the sea com. To my surprise, she said that she agreed with me and laugh. On the actual day of sea com, there were close fight between the cadets. Especially at the end of the first day, the score for the css girls unit and phs girls were very close. Then on the second day, the last two event of the girls started. when the first event started, I thought that we were going to bid goodbye to the overall girls champion. Luckily the last event, the girls managed to came in first and so again we won the overall girls champion tropy. This year, we did not really show any beautiful results even though we got the girls champion. As we had only won phs by 5 points. So I think tat we have to work harder as there is going to have a tough fight next year.

2006-08-24T10:25:00.000-07:00

Friends are what all of us need. But to find really good and close friends are difficult. It is all fate that we met one another and become friends.I am lucky that I have met u guys.... Being someones good or close friend is not easy. You will have to give way to one another and to tolerate each other too. We , as friends is like a big group, and one should never feel that he/she have been left out as WE ARE LIKE A BIG FAMILY!!!! WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WHENEVER YOU NEED OUR HELP!! WE WILL NEVER TURN YOU DOWN...... If anyone of OUR FAMILY MEMBERS are feeling sad or are troubled, we will get worried if you do not want to tell us how are you feeling. It is always better to let out all your unhappiness than to bottled up all your feelings. We should always trust each other AS WE ARE FRIENDS FOREVER !!!!! : ) COME ON CHEER UP !!!!

2006-08-24T10:04:00.000-07:00

Wow!!!!!
Exam finally over!!!! But there are more things and events waiting for me......I think i might not really enjoy the VACATION!!!!! Aiyo I am the 2ic for this coming camp feast... I am afraid that I cannot handle all those stuff leh.... Hai... I don want to mess it up and I hope so... There are camp after camp.... hai.....
what makes me really excited is that the up coming PPCDL course (power pleasured craft driving license) With this license I then can drive a boat legally.Hehe....But the course and exam fees is very expensive leh, I am broke now..... so die die must pass the course and get the license.Wah teacher day coming soon le and still have not thought of what to buy for mrs koh....
how?????

Hai....... effort wasted

2006-08-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

Just finished my first paper today,one more to go..... I think i am not going to do well this time.
It is quite difficult.... the exam room is so cold that i could hardly think, it was really freezing clod in there. I think I have got to do better in my B Math. So i have to study harder le.....
I came across a mail today while checking all my e mail. The content of the mail had really PISSED me off. Pls pardon me for the following words WTF !!!!!!! %*#%*^%#^%^*%^&$^$^$%#%$# I am damm disappointed !!!!!!!!! hai....... efforts have been wasted and the credit have gone to SOMEONE ELSE. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS ?????? ARE YOU BLIND OR WAT ???

Stresssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

Oh my god !!!!! My 1st paper is just on tue 15 aug 2006......
And i still haven managed to study finish...... It seems like nothing can get into my mind now.....
Wat should i do ??? Open my brain & pour the whole book in ??? Hai..... How.... i don want to fail leh...... If i fail, i will have to take this module again.... & and this module is driving me crazy le ..... Hai......... can anyone tell me wat to do ???? :(

Happy Birthday Singapore !!!!!!!!!

2006-08-10T07:59:00.001-07:00

Wow!! This is the 1st time I am posting on my blog......
Have a fun day yesterday with my buddies. Instead of sleeping at home,we woke up early in the morning and went ice skating @ jurong. All of us were wearing RED shirt, almost become center of attraction loh. Haha... Many ppl keep falling down, I noticed that clarence skate like penguine.He looks really funny....haha no offence hor.....
Then we went to have lunch cum dinner at seoul garden @ marina sq. 2 stupid PIGS(CHRIS & XIN REN) were competing among themselves..... eating ice cream and drinking water..... Then we went to watch the fire works ..... It was really beautiful.... but nice things will only stay for a short while. Did not get the ticket to watch the LIVE NDP at national stadium 4 the last time b4 they rebuuild it..... Hai......
Wat I really want to watch is the marching in of the NAVY... the NO 1 is soooooo cooooool.
We were playing games on the bus home... its so funny!!!! Jiali have u manage to get the answer ???? Didnt get the right frequency or wat ????

Happy Birthday Singapore !!!!!!!!!

2006-08-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

2006-08-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

My NEW blog!! x)